Long time since last post. I have been busy. Whew! 23 weeks Prego. I was so the anti-child until now. I have been sick, hormonal and did I mention sick? I feel a little better now. Its so strange how everything just falls into place. We just found out that its going to be a little boy. I am so excited. My 97 year old grandmother wanted to name the baby when I told her I was pregnant, I reluctantly said ok. She said how about, "Herman." So, now Blake and I refer to the little man as Herman. His real name will be Maddox. Getting ready is nerve racking, so much to do. But, vacation is first. We are going to Cabo in May I am excited but, no drinking with fountains of tequila available. Oh well. Life has a way of just working out. I have been such an angry person for so long and I believe that is was that life sucked until now. I just made bad choices and the people along the way were just a learning curve. Now I know what family is about and I am not angry anymore. My mother is absent but, she is a piece so all is better off. Blake is wonderful I couldn't ask for any better. I have even put all my self help books in the garage sale! That is a total makeover for me.